Life Resonance Himalaya

  Transparent Eye for Counter Transference Transference and Counter Transference Past memories of dissonance with something come up in the present relationship. It happens both sides between student and midwife through resonance. We experience the most uncomfortable feeling each other. This is one of the hard processes of subbody-cobody sharing. Counter Transference is one of the phenomena what should be noted for midwifing. It often happens between unborn subbody and midwife's hidden subbody.  Each subbody doesn't know well how to resonate with the world. Sometimes, subbody has "Baby Ego", "Ego Inflation", "Extreme Fantasy", "Denial tendency", "Kan" which is disabled to move, and so on. The midwife is always resonating with all of them and influenced them deeply. Unconsciously, midwife's worst memory, trauma, flashback, Evil archetype are activated and possesses midwife. This is the Counter-Transference. The midwife needs t...

  Transparency in the storm   Projection, Transference, Dreaming up   During the long experience of Midwife, we must experience so diverse strange resonance patterns among you and co-researchers or participants one after another.  It is non-dual and multi-dimensional chaos, all Qualia that received in your and others Qualia resonate together at the same time beyond borders between self and others, time and space and attack you unexpected timing. They are dangerous phenomena if you don’t know that they are a natural resonance of Qualia. You must be bound by a strong emotional attack.   What happened in the <Abyss> We call this bottomless depth as <Abyss>.  It is the most creative condition for Butoh but at the same time the most dangerous condition. Both are Oneness. The Heaven and the Hell come together. We feel as if the world attacks me, invades me, denies me. Sometimes this unknown evil world image is projected on a person or people around yo...

  Erasing midwife itself After the safe birth of a subbody=cobody, the midwife has to find the optimum timing to disappear. To find the best timing of erasing midwife itself is most important at that moment. Midwife's role has to limit until the confirmation of safe birth exactly. In the creation process, the midwife has to limit oneself exactly. To find the best timing is very hard because always some subbodies are able to live by oneself, and the other subbodies might be on the edge of birth and miscarriage.  If it will be too early, sometimes subbody-cobody must disappear. If it will be late, midwife's Ego must be inflated and fallen into the hierarchical role of director, choreographer, teacher or parent. It must disturb the growth of subbody=cobody absolutely. The midwife must not take the role of such as choreographer in the co-creation by Life Resonance. Subbody=cobody can learn how to survive and how to resonate each other by themselves. Subbody=cobody and Life don'...

  Maxim for Midwife   I had to remind always these Maxims to keep my midwife condition.   Keep Transparent condition Listen to inside half, outside half.  Not bound by anything.   Share your best Do not hide it as only your secret. Immediately share the best Qualia with others.   Affirm everything Accept others as a being on the way, not stuck by critique and denial. 　　 When Kan (disabled) subbody=cobody is born, resonate warmly In case it is the first time to encounter with other’s Kan body, you may surprise at it and lose proper resonance pattern because it is so hungry then you expected. Do not lose the Transparency and resonate quietly and warmly.   Mixed subbody and first process When a mixed body between subbody and daily body is born, accept it as it is telling that your conditioning is not enough.  They are often suffering and confusing to it.  Midwife never blame subbody=cobody at any time, for any reason, take all responsibility as ...

  Inner Revolution   24 hours inner revolution We need to continue the inner revolution of your teacher ego infinitely for becoming a midwife. When we guide others into own specific world, everybody will make some plan or program, it is necessary, but not bound by it. It is an important point.  Always open transparency and listen to your and others Life and find the best resonance pattern. This is Rhizome-Tree method to become a midwife. The midwife has to always overcome own Tree thinking, judgment, and own program by listening to Life. It is the different point from "the teacher" of this world.   When do we meet the crisis? There are two dangerous states to lose Transparency.   1. Big crisis   When you feel the big crisis, our body-mind state converts to Sympathetic mode. Adrenaline spread to your whole brain-mind –body. We are bound by it and lose the Transparency that opens inside half, outside half. It takes time to recover from the state. During ...

  Edgework and "Mengen" This morning a co-researcher guided the class as a midwife. He started from the edge work. It was good timing. Edge means the hard conflict Qualia between the first process of the daily body and the second process of subbody.  Now plenty of subbody and cobody came out from all students, but the daily body doesn't know about subbody, then the hard struggle is going to start at each new student.  We became pair and gave the edge Qualia each other, and shared  together by all. Pan accepted all of edge Qualia as a midwife. Various edge Qualia we shared as the following; Qualia which is about to be crushed by something Qualia to be tightened Qualia breath becomes difficult, etc. When I have received the edge Qualia of Pan, it was a movement that the body is deflected to the limit by someone. When I received it, suddenly I was attacked by severe pain and stiffness in systemic instantaneous. I noticed that "Ah! This is "the Mengen!".  I hav...

  Edgework   Become a friend with an edge   When we enter the subbody world and continue to travel various states, we often encounter edges which we are bound by an unpleasant body feeling or strange emotion. We fall into confusion and we feel that we cannot proceed anymore. If we meet these edges or blocked feeling, we have several behaviors; as the following.   1.  Recognition Just recognize it.  “Oh, you are there.”    2. Keep a safe distance Until when you are ready to face it, keep a proper distance which you are not attacked by it. When you are going to be bound by it, release yourself by breathing, swaying, walking, moving, and change your condition from bound mode to released mode. Be careful of the sudden attack! Find a safe distance. But don’t forget it.   3. Listening Continue to listen to the edge.  Ask the edge, “Who are you?”, “Where are you from?”, “What do you want to tell me?”   4. Beco...

  Basic attitude for edge Subbody method is changing every year. One of the biggest difference between the early years and now is 'Edge'. In the short term, participants may not encounter hard strange edge Qualia. Or in case of meeting something hard, they finished school and left. But, now school term extended to the minimum one year to three years. All students have to face each own edge and have to solve it and overcome. Because the edge Qualia is one of the richest sources of originality, creativity, and resonativity (resonance ability) of Life.   Edge   Edge is unknown hard Qualia which happen through resonance one's first process and the second process. The first process is one's daily body/mind. There are strong Ego and Self, and ego or self is bound by an illusion which "I" can decide everything freely,  "I" can think everything freely. This "I" as the subject is the strongest illusion of modern human. We can say it is the strongest...

  Inner Revolution   24 hours inner revolution We need to continue the inner revolution of your teacher ego infinitely for becoming a midwife. When we guide others into own specific world, everybody will make some plan or program, it is necessary, but not bound by it. It is an important point.  Always open transparency and listen to your and others Life and find the best resonance pattern. This is Rhizome-Tree method to become a midwife. The midwife has to always overcome own Tree thinking, judgment, and own program by listening to Life. It is the different point from "the teacher" of this world.   When do we meet the crisis? There are two dangerous states to lose Transparency.   1. Big crisis   When you feel the big crisis, our body-mind state converts to Sympathetic mode. Adrenaline spread to your whole brain-mind –body. We are bound by it and lose the Transparency that opens inside half, outside half. It takes time to recover from the state. During ...

  Inner Revolution   24 hours inner revolution We need to continue the inner revolution of your teacher ego infinitely for becoming a midwife. When we guide others into own specific world, everybody will make some plan or program, it is necessary, but not bound by it. It is an important point.  Always open transparency and listen to your and others Life and find the best resonance pattern. This is Rhizome-Tree method to become a midwife. The midwife has to always overcome own Tree thinking, judgment, and own program by listening to Life. It is the different point from "the teacher" of this world.   When do we meet the crisis? There are two dangerous states to lose Transparency.   1. Big crisis   When you feel the big crisis, our body-mind state converts to Sympathetic mode. Adrenaline spread to your whole brain-mind –body. We are bound by it and lose the Transparency that opens inside half, outside half. It takes time to recover from the state. During ...