Edgework

 Edgework

 

Become a friend with an edge

 

When we enter the subbody world and continue to travel various states, we often encounter edges which we are bound by an unpleasant body feeling or strange emotion. We fall into confusion and we feel that we cannot proceed anymore. If we meet these edges or blocked feeling, we have several behaviors; as the following.

 

1.  Recognition

Just recognize it.  “Oh, you are there.” 

 

2. Keep a safe distance

Until when you are ready to face it, keep a proper distance which you are not attacked by it. When you are going to be bound by it, release yourself by breathing, swaying, walking, moving, and change your condition from bound mode to released mode. Be careful of the sudden attack! Find a safe distance. But don’t forget it.

 

3. Listening

Continue to listen to the edge.  Ask the edge, “Who are you?”, “Where are you from?”, “What do you want to tell me?”

 

4. Becoming

When you feel that you are ready to face it, become the edge. For this process, you need a partner. Give the edge feeling which you feel to your partner's body. If you feel that you are pressed with a specific feeling, give the same pressure to your partner.  Try to feel the edge, “What is this?”  You may notice what is the edge, with becoming the edge. And ask your partner, “Please press me with the same pressure which you received.”  Taste the feeling which you are pressed from your partner. You can experience the edge from both sides. Through the experience, slowly you may notice what the edge wants to tell you.   After this is the second stage of edge work.

 

5. Dance the edge

If you want to try to know more about the edge, dance the edge from both sides. At first dance the process that you are attacked by the edge. And next, dance the edge with becoming the edge which is attacking you. You will be aware of what the edge is going to tell you. It must be a wonderful awareness because finally, you can contact the important message from your Life.  

 

6.  Become a friend

If you want to be a midwife of subbody, try to become a friend with your edges. I know that the feeling of the edge is so terrible, your first response must be the escape from it, it is natural. But when you continue to contact with the edges many times, you find that the message from Life is always bitter. When we endure the painful unpleasant feeling, we can receive the important message from Life.  I recommend you to become a friend strongly.

 

7. Become a universal resonator

   Because when we become a friend with the edges, we can notice that the edges are resonating with the others edge feeling. When we are familiar with the barrier for the weakest subbody within the darkness of our body. We can resonate with every kind of edges as the handicapped people feel, weakened people feel, the dead people feel, and all kinds of unhappiness in the world. Only through the resonance by edge feeling, we can become a resonator in the world. It is one of the noblest ways of life in the world, don’t you feel so?       

Edgework and "Mengen"

This morning a co-researcher guided the class as a midwife.
He started from the edge work. It was good timing.
Edge means the hard conflict Qualia between the first process of the daily body and the second process of subbody. 
Now plenty of subbody and cobody came out from all students, but the daily body doesn't know about subbody, then the hard struggle is going to start at each new student. 
We became pair and gave the edge Qualia each other, and shared 
together by all.
Pan accepted all of edge Qualia as a midwife.
Various edge Qualia we shared as the following;
Qualia which is about to be crushed by something
Qualia to be tightened
Qualia breath becomes difficult, etc.
When I have received the edge Qualia of Pan, it was a movement that the body is deflected to the limit by someone.
When I received it, suddenly I was attacked by severe pain and stiffness in systemic instantaneous.
I noticed that "Ah! This is "the Mengen!". 
I have back pain already for 40 years, my fourth lumbar spondylolisthesis has crashed and slid. 
I had been attacked by sudden big pain at my lower back from the 30s so often. I had become bedridden for a full week is about 10 times, bedridden for three days about 30 times, countless pain of the day.
Momentary pain is still running sometimes.
When I received pan's edge Qualia, it was probably only slightly exceed the maximum permissible limit for me. 
There is a proverb that the "The last straw breaks even spine of the camel."
When a stimulus become beyond the limits, panic ran through the body along with the pain. 
I noticed that "Ah! This is the Mengen!".
"Mengen" is a special phenomenon which an old hard Qualia come out again in the healing process of acupuncture and acupressure. 
Mengen is the flashback of the previous muscle-nervous tension pattern of the body which guarded the old problem of body/mind. 
It comes out with mental tension and physical tension is bubbling up at the same time in non-dual realm, and lead to severe pain and mental panic.
Mengen and the flashback of trauma in a psycho-neurosis are the same resonance process beyond the time.
Fortunately, I could immediately ask the active acupressure treatment by Kats, then it calmed down soon.
While midwives always take all the edges of all students
must be recommended.
In the process we must be aware of the limit control carefully.
In the edgework, if the stimulus is too less, it does not work at all. And it goes over the limit, it must hurt. 
Anyway, it was a great harvest to get what is the Mengen by my real body experience, though I could not write well by words right now.