Sen-Shin-Hitsu
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Sen-Shin-Hitsu
Sen-Shin-Hitsu
How is it possible to find your true dance?
I have investigated how to guide students to get it for a long year, but, I could not find the best proper way until this year.
A night in the dream my subbody of "Infectious Fever “which I created ten years ago, told me "Lee, guide students into the same way to find me exactly ten years ago, it is necessary for everybody, not only for you.”
Ten years ago I have faced my ten problems which I have bound by for long years, and I dinged the tunnel to release from these problems one by one. I started to tackle the smallest problem.
The first problem was what I could not stand neutrally.
The second one is what I could not open transparent eyes without intention and tension.
The third one is what I could not escape from the superego which continued to direct me from the above sky.
I invented each movement to release from these ten problems.
It became my first subbody solo of "Infectious Fever".
But, until recently I regarded that it was only my special case because it was so hard to process. I couldn't guide the others that hard process. But now I recognize that it is really worth to face one's binds and problems for everybody to meet one's true dance which is necessary for life.
I organized the safe process of "Sen-Shin-Hitsu" with using resonance touch and shiatsu method for awaking the proto vitality which is able to heal by oneself and "Edge work" to overcome the uncomfortable crisis of encountering the edge...
Now finally I find the method how to research in the darkness of the body.
I named it "Sen-Shin-Hitsu" method.
"Sen" is the first step of researching subbodies.
"Sen" means "Novel!", "New!", "Fresh!”, “Interesting!", and "Precious!"
When you calm down daily body/mind and listen in the darkness of body with moving our hidden joints, hidden cavities, and hidden skin in various ways, if you meet a novel body feeling, just follow, amplify it until the limit. You can create your "Sen" subbodies.
The second stage is "Shin"
"Shin" means "Deep!"
When you find a curious movement for your Life if you feel "I don't know the reason why, but I could feel something connected to my depth", this is the sub-signal of "Shin" from your Life.
Our inner Qualia are resonating each other beyond the time and space in our darkness of body. The new Qualia which you meet today may resonate with the experience of child age, maybe dream of fetus age, or deeper life memory which is folded in your cells. The constellation of the inner Qualia is resonating together in multi-dimension.
It may connect to some "Shadow" which Jung found as an inferior character, "Not-me" which Sullivan found which was disappeared character in infant age through being ignored by parents, "Trauma" which you have forgotten, and "Dissociated character" which your ego has cut away.
They can become your "Hidden subbodies”. Sometimes it may connect to deeper life tendencies which were folded in your cells as life memories. They can become your "Proto subbodies".
If you find the "Deep!" sub-signal, you will encounter many edges which give you unknown uncomfortable body feeling. We need to learn Shiatsu technique for overcoming these unknown difficulties on the edge and get the proto vitality which can cure and heal by oneself.
We need to proceed slowly and slowly with listening to the time of life.
The third step is "Hitsu"
"Hitsu" means "Necessity!"
When most of the students seem ready to proceed to the next stage, we will begin deepest researching to find the necessity of movement for life. We have to face one's own problems and bind which bound us until today. It will be so hard inner struggle, but it is worth to do for finding the new way to live with being released from these unnecessary binds.
Accentually all of the binds are not necessary for life. But our ego and self don't know how to escape from these unnecessary binds...
The real creation is the always "Reverse twist" of our lives which try to turn ourselves to the opposite direction which our lives are twisted, pressed, and warped.
You don't need to force yourself against the deepest problem in the first step. We have so many binds which are folded in our darkness of body. You should start to tackle the easier problems which you can overcome with small effort; you will do the reverse twist and reframe your constellation from those binds. To live subbody is to continue this infinite process one step by one step with spiral deepening.
Subbody Butoh is to continue the investigation in the necessity of dance of Life.
The important thing is the tempo. The too-early process must break you by the too strong pressure of edges. The midwife of subbody has to listen in the time of life of students carefully with throwing away the self. To become the midwife of subbody is the hard training to abandon one's self. It will be the hardest way of life, but it is the most worth to live.
How to meet your necessary Butoh
"A girl who plans an evil deed in the rain."
It was his forties when Hijikata met his own unavoidable Butoh.
"A Girl" in the "Summer Storm" (1973) and "Quiet House"(1974) he danced his dead sister at last, and he could stop dancing any more.
How can we meet own reason to dance?
How is it possible to meet own necessity of creation?
1. We dance own life in three minutes.
We asked Life why did I become "I"?
2. Adam guided to dance two conflict Qualia in various ways.
We faced our inner entanglements. of Qualia
3. We danced for ten or several issues for ten minutes.
We faced the inner multiple Qualia Resonance.
It was so complicated entanglement, everybody faced it.
4. We went to the forest, and danced each issue in the behind world, and co-create them with supporting each other. The weather of the mountain was easy to change, it was an eerie atmosphere that lightning is approaching. We danced with wearing all of them.
5. We integrate all research of the week and find each one's dancing freely. We ask Life: "What do you want most?"
This is what we learned from Hijikata to meet the Necessity of creation.
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