2. Things that disturb transparency
2. Things that disturb transparency
The biggest Archetype: Ego
I continued to try to calm down my ego process for decades years, now slowly it is able to catch the subtle signal when my ego comes up transparently.
Until now I could not notice the timing because my ego did not calm down enough.
Maybe, the ego is the biggest Archetype that is imprinted in the collective unconsciousness for us. Now everybody has it, and nobody noticed that ego is the Archetype as the same as other Archetype, Anima, Animus, Great mother, Trickster, Superego, God, Devil, Spirit, Ghost, Monster, and so on.
It is the most familiar tendency for the daily body and mind. In this capitalist economy, without it we can’t survive. But, in the creative realm, it is the biggest disturbance.
When ego comes out
I noticed that there are two typical tendencies which the ego comes up. One is the moment when the ego receives uncomfortable pressure from outside. This is easy to understand when we feel pressure which we are pressed, ego takes the role to guard ourselves.
Another one is the moment when ego inflates by self-conceit,
proud, praise, and so on. This case becomes a blind spot for us often.
Especially when we feel, "I got big discovery!", it is the crisis which ego comes up and possesses us.
In eight channels, I describe the typical moment when the ego comes up and binds us.
1. Body channel
When we receive unpleasant pressure from outside, ego comes up as a guard immediately.
Also when we are possessed by habit, like addiction, daily routine work and so on, ego controls us. The ego feels that I am the owner of this body with satisfaction.
This kind of ego is so strong like an instinct. It is so hard to control it. We just need to become aware of them. It's enough for the first stage.
2. Movement channel
When we move according to a plan, like a strict choreography, ego has to wake up and control us. Ego controls ourselves by dualistic judgment--right/wrong, good/bad, beautiful/ugly, and so on.
When we are released from ego, we can improvise flexibly between us choreograph and accidental events. I call this method: "Real-time resonance".
It is not so easy. When we are released from ego enough, we can do it.
3. Visual channel
When we are bound by an archetype of sense of beauty which is considered as normal in a society, our egos are bound also by them and guide us to be in a beautiful way. Ego inhibits us to go out of the border unconsciously.
Almost all persons feel resistance to warp one's intelligent face because ego inhibits us strongly. It is the edge of the visual channel. Ego considers that the ugly face does not belong to me, it belongs to "not-me".
"Not-me" is a dissociated self like a sub-character, shadow, inferior character. Subbodies include them.
4. Audio channel
Our audio channel is bound by the archetypes like as human language, twelve scales of normal music.
Our daily bodies are trained by them for a long time, we believe that they belong to a human.
The ego receives unpleasant feelings from the sounds, voices out of the "human".
But when we are released from these archetypes, we can create the novel beauty world where the daily body does not feel beautiful.
5. Emotion channel
When we enter the subbody world, we often meet unknown uncomfortable emotion, because the basic composition between consciousness and subconsciousness is changed from daily conditions.
Our daily bodies are bound by very few kinds of feeling: glad, sad, angry, easy, and so on. These are archetypes in emotion channel.
But so many variations and gradations of emotions and feelings are streaming in our subbody world. It is impossible to name them.
When we meet an unknown emotion, it is felt strange strongly, and we feel resistance. We don't want to receive them and try to escape from them.
This is the edge in emotion channel.
At the first stage, we can just recognize them. After then, slowly, slowly we can become friend with them.
6. Human relationship channels
Our daily bodies are bound by archetypes: human role, family role, and gender. Ego has only a gender. But subbody have multi-gender. Sometimes subbodies are a fetus, baby, boy, girl, mother, father, old man, old woman, and genderless being.
Subbodies have "nth sex". When we open our “nth sex”, we can transform the female body, male body and so many genders bodies.
But it is pretty difficult, because one of the strongest archetypes: Anima, Animus disturbs the process. We are so strongly bound by them. This is the hardest edge work. We need to wait for the timing when we are ready to face it for a long time.
Also, I continued to try to be released from my Anima for a long time, but still I cannot succeed it.
7. World image= self-image channel
When we meet a subtle uncomfortable feeling: "I don't know what is happening, but something is wrong.”, we encounter an edge in world image- self-image channel.
When our world image and self-image are fitting, we feel ease and self-confidence. We can keep proper will. But when there is a subtle gap between them, we cannot keep will properly. We are disturbed by this unpleasant feeling. This is the edge in world=self-channel.
It is happening always, but our daily bodies ignore them normally until this gap grows up to a body-mind syndrome or sickness.
Then suddenly we are attacked by a nightmare, somatic syndrome, and sickness.
When we die down our ego state, we can catch the subtle signal of this edge.
Actually, we meet them so often. The subtle gap is always happening.
The focusing method by Gendrine is to listen up to this subtle gap. He named it "felt sense".
But on the other hand, when our ego meets a good situation, good luck, fortunately, also at the moment the subtle gap between world image and self-image comes up.
This moment is the crisis, if we don't notice it, our egos are bound by conceit, proud, ego-inflation, and so on easily.
In my school, when a new idea works successfully, I often encounter this crisis: my ego comes up with a glad and proud face, " I got it!", and when I am bound by it, I fail in becoming student's subbodies.
I have to recognize the bitter fact what is "Ego cannot become a midwife".
I need still a long process to train myself.
8. Thinking channel
Thinking itself the strongest edge of ego. When we are bound by thinking, we cannot resonate enough.
We need to release from thinking so often.
The only good way is this: when we get a new idea, we should write it down soon on a notebook nearby, and forget it immediately, then we can come back to subbody mode. Always we need to effort shifting our consciousness from thinking mode to listening mode constantly in all moments to be released from the ego process. But thinking is the biggest edge for us. Our daily body believes that we cannot live without thinking like a human.
It may true, but it is not enough to become a life. We need to release us from the biggest illusion what we are "Human". When we think that we are human, we are bound by the biggest proud.
The feeling of human hides the deep fact what we are just life.
When we are released from the illusion of human, we can recover the life resonance which can resonate with the weakest being in the world.
How to Liberate from the Ego
In order to fully demonstrate the creativity of life, it is necessary to get out of the ego, superego, and Archetype.
The fact that modern people cannot exercise the creativity of life is,
It is because he/she is forced to have an ego and he does not know how to stop his ego.
Nothing becomes obstacles to create as much as ego and superego. Because they are captured in dualistic judgment.
In order to quench ego and superego, first of all, we have to know exactly what they will show up.
People are unconsciously captured by ego and superego in daily life, it is because we cannot control it without knowing the other party.
Let 's describe the outline of how the ego and superego emerge.
The ego's appearance
The ego generally appears in the following form. If you notice it, immediately say hello and break apart.
1. Private Territory Owner
Ego is always territorializing like "This is my area". It is driven by the urge to secure his own safety zone. The ego is captured by anxiety. Found a quiet environment that you can become alone.
"You do not have to worry. Because no one here will try to infringe you, here."First of all, you can find an environment that makes your ego relieved and calm. It is important first.
The ego is stuck with the urge of private ownership "This is mine". These tendencies that we were born and raised in a capitalistic society of private property system. However, that is not the only way human beings are. I leave the attachment of my ego and descend to the land of Life.
There is no boundary between self and others, and every life is just resonating in the world. I will let the ego know that there is such a different world.
2. Self-justificatory
The ego always keeps on justifying himself. I cannot live with confidence without awareness that "I am not wrong".
There is nobody in the world of Life, such as making a dualistic judgment of right and wrong, such as right and wrong. I do not have to keep busy, self-justification, etc. Because I am convinced that it is a human being, I am driven to such work.
3. Story maker
For that reason, the ego always keeps making his own story. As long as you believe in your own story, you can always be in your own right. Even if that is just my own excuse, the ego does not notice such a thing. Because I cannot support myself as soon as I noticed it. You never do such a stupid thing.
I am dressing my ego all the time. I am busy showing myself well. For that, we must first believe in stories we make up first. The ego knows somewhere a lie always cold wind is blowing. Just do not desperately look for it. I am convinced that I am as being a "nice person."
5. Ironic critique
When the ego sees a person, he always looks down. I am watching whether the fantasy of the ego stories that others believe has not come off. Only a careful look that does not overlook the collapse of others' story. It will save my own story of the story from collapse.
6. Emotional
Ego is always regulated unconsciously by the condition of the body and emotions rising from it. However, I do not notice it on my own. Ego's actions are all inspired by this unconscious emotion. Since that urge brings only a faint signal. It is hard to notice with everyday consciousness. It is not until you stop your ego consciousness.
The unconscious connection between the ego and the body and emotion appears transparent.
How the super-ego appears
Ego is still cute. Compared to the unrelenting denial of the superego.
Superego is a type of <Archetype> living in the collective unconscious of deep layers. Its power to control is powerful, and it cannot be ruled out if it is captured.
7. Public prosecutor
A judge like a prosecutor or a judge is the biggest feature of the superego. Wielding around the dualistic judgment of a narrow "good/bad" I try to decide my own black and white. Then deny and truncate without mercy. There is no bad existence of prosecutors who believe that they always belong to justice. However, prosecutors and judges are alive among anyone. Every time it comes out, keep on quitting. Perhaps super-ego is a type of former type to be described later, I am trapped by it before I notice it.
In learning how to go out with <Archetype> living in the deepest layer of unconsciousness. I gradually calm down the captivity by the superego.
8. Self-critic
There is superego which only ironic and cynical criticism is done. Always stick to new attempts at negative criticism. I try to ruin everything. It is a timid, most conservative denier to the new transformation.
9. Justice guy
The end of the prosecutor and judge is righteous Han. Believe that I am right and swing. There used to be many men in the old days, but now it got less. On the contrary, I often came across the case that I possessed in women's animus. This righteous man is alive in everyone. I have also fought with a guy who faces Justice in my life for life, but I cannot stop my breath. Especially I am not aware that I am infiltrated by Animus. Feminism women are eaten by eating this super-ego called Justice Han. It is pleasant to sexuality to associate with Animus of justice. Once you get killed you will not be able to escape, it is the same as when men are captured by the Anima.
But because it is unconscious, every feminist woman, Anima's captive man cannot notice it. It is still the biggest obstacle for me.
Other Archetypes
Many Archetypes live in the darkness of the body besides ego and superego.
All Hidden bodies are the archetypes, too. As same as the surface identity or character of Ego is Archetype.
Freud called it “Inferior personality”, Jung called it “shadow”, Sullivan named it “not-me”, and so on.
All of those are also Archetypes, many shadows are hidden in our darkness of body. We need to dance it to release them.
11. Anima, Animus
Probably one of the most powerful Archetype. Anima is a secret feminine aspect of men. Animus is the opposite, it is a secret male side in women. However, since they lurk unconsciously, we usually do not notice them. And the man projects the feminine Qualia inside himself to a certain external woman or feminine image. It is love. Love is unconsciously invaded by the Anima, Animus inevitably. If I tell it in more detail, In a love affair, so multiple Qualia are entangled around the sexuality; biological sexual hormone states, emotional influence of the Archetype of Anima, Animus, Girl, Boy, Queen, King, Princess, Prince, Great Mother, forgotten memories of relationship with Mother, Father, Grandparents, infantile girl or boyfriend, momentum flashback Qualia of them, social moral of sexuality, and so on.
It cannot be said easily. However, if you always look at the fact that you always fall in love with a particular biased woman or man, you can see the fact that Anima, Animus is involved in it.
Liberation from captivity to Anima is an unknown task in the middle of the quest. Since working on decades, just a little bit has become transparent, though it is still on the middle way. My final creation will be about Anima. Prisoners for women of Animus are also deep misery.
I can only say so now, to be honest. We may need a partner to liberate from them together.
Unless we solve this problem, it is clear that only the fact that friendship between men and women cannot be realized.
12. Great Mother
The Great Mother is the oldest Archetype and is also involved in Anima. Sometimes it appears like a superego. Great mother loves everything and eats everything. There is no distinction between love and desire to own possession.
Non-dual Resonance
Archetypes are all in the Qualia cloud that is not able to distinguish clearly. There is no clear distinction between them. Those Qualia are resonating in non-dual and multi-dimensional with changing shapes infinitely. Sometimes other Archetypes resonate with those and become so complicated entanglement. Old wise men, heavenly woman, boy, animal, trickster, mad, guru, god, devil, etc. There is the millions number of Archetypes that are unlimited. Every day it's going to come up with them and we are in the middle of exploring how to handle it, I still have no power to tell them all. Here I focused only on Ego, Superego and Anima, Animus.
This super complex group of problems only has to deal with deepening multidimensional resonance theory.
Features of ego and superego are in denial. It is bound by the tendency to deny others.
The superego denies yourself from above with overtaken power.
The ego denies in a horizontal confrontation with others.
There is only a difference in position and case.
The superego always appears together with the common illusion such as justice, morality, ethics, true and good.
The whole image of the identity is in a deeper mystery than the Archetype because it is mixed with multiple elements of the sexuality, nationality, moral, education, religion, law, thoughts, and so on.
Superego is the biggest enemy of creation more than ego.
To calm down and stop superego and ego is necessary inner work for everybody in order to realize the better future that is able to open the infinite creativity of Life.
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